Wednesday, June 08, 2005
havent been here in a while
hey i feel........ yeah i kno suprising huh? ummmmm........im on break with chelsea as of yesterday because i guess i add to much stress to her life and she wants to see if life is any better and easier with out me [thats a yes]maybe im looking at this break the wrong way or maybe it just hasnt sunk in yet but i personally see it as ironic and funny a little bit. because break is like breaking up minuse a prefix and a 2 letter word so basically she broke up with me to see is she wants to dump me. i dunno u prolly aint laughing are ya? well i always did have a worped sense of humer so....... i must say she had perfict timing with the whole break thing cuz the past 3 days or so i have been super depressed and being the 3rd day of that i was contenplating cutting but decided that my friends in cowtown wouldnt approve of it so i was just pretending that i was [witch didnt help at all]so then all of a sudden i hear those damn 4 words that never turn out good "we need to talk" so that was great made my night i guess you could say. and i found out something today basically the people i hang out with are frank and brittany they were a cuple rob and michelle they were a cuple and chelsea we were a cuple and frank and brittany broke up with frank and then convinced michelle to break up with rob because she wasnt happy and she still isnt happy so now she is trying to convince chelsea to dump me and so far it is working it only took one day for her to get chelsea to wank a break and im willing to bet that the fact that brittany is spending the night at chelsea's house isnt gonna help me in the least so i figure that i have a week tops before the break up is final....yeah oh well i guess that there really isnt nething that i can do about it also i think that im gonna need a ride out there cuz my mom isnt really in favor of me going home but she said that she will think about it well im gonna go l8er i guess...
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8:06 PM
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